Ive been thinking a lot lately and putting things into perspective. Some of it comes from people leaving in your life, and some comes from the new perspectives others have brought into your life. Do you ever wonder if you make the right choices? If everything in your life is the way that is it supposed to be? My mind tells me to walk away from so many people, yet my heart is willing to let everyone in; to go back to the things that have hurt me the most. I just wish for once my head would travel south a little and have a cocktail or two with my heart so that it just stops caring so much about people that dont deserve it. I understand that letting people go is not easy and they will always have a part of my heart, but the leaving is the hard part. So many best friends graduating from college and moving halfway around the country to work… this frightens me for next year when its my turn. My turn to walk across that stage, my turn to leave michigan state and the ones i love the most to follow my dreams. I dont want everyone who has impacted my life so much to just “have a piece of my heart.” So much is changing and im in a world of confusion, but I know at the end of the day I can look back with a smile, no regrets, and the best friends I could possibly imagine at my back.
You know those times where all you can do is think, “What if…”, well thats the type of day im having. What if I did this differently, or said something another way, or if i played hard to get. I’m definitely a strong believer in “Everything happens for a reason” but its just one of those days, where doubt just seems to be overpowering me.
"True friends are like diamonds – bright, beautiful, valuable, and always in style."